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and now i am nothing

by timothy dreary

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1.
home 04:34
tell me have you got the stuff tell me have you lost your touch disappear into the background seems like you're only alive when i come around does it feel like home? tell me have you had enough tell me do you still feel love reappear only to apologize i can see it in your eyes your hearts gone comatose does it feel like home? are you scared? full of apathy wasted everything are you scared? tell me what can i do tell me to give up i can't get through to you it's in the atmosphere it aches inside my bones full of fear fear of the unknown does it feel like home
2.
13 03:36
stare at the ceiling until my eyes get sore count to ten and realize we lost ourselves twenty minutes ago one being one heart simultaneously beating i pray we don't fall apart i pray we don't fall apart the black cat has lost its charm i'm lost without you was it an accident or an act of god? i thank the stardust that grew you stay here sleeping in my bed lie there peaceful look at the clock but there's no rush there's nothing better to do there's no better sensation than feeling your heartbeat i pray we don't fall apart i pray that you never leave the black cat has lost its charm i'm lost without you was it an accident or an act of god? i thank the stardust that grew you do i thank the big bang? from its ashes we all grew i count the stars every night i hope you look up too
3.
can we get up i need some space to breathe it's all too much and all at once suffocating me let's take a walk can i have something to hold on to? remind me of my humanity i don't know what i need we don't need time to make it count we don't need time just hanging around nothing is real but i need to find an escape is it pessimistic to find comfort in an empty grave? is there a reason i can't find the will to fight whatever happens i'll blame it on the moon the stars are maligned and they spell out my doom we don't need time to make it count we don't need time just hanging around let's take a walk outside let's find a place to hide i've stopped looking for answers they've always lead me to loose ends
4.
holy hell!!! 04:00
holy hell what happened to you? you used to be so dangerous so brave now you lie awake making arrangements for an early grave the setbacks the whiplash the car crash now you wish you never drove at all the best friends, the ex friends, you miss them? no you don't no you don't care at all maybe there's a chance to see this through maybe we could help save you holy hell what happened to you? you used to be a dreamer now a fact is just a fact used to fill journals up with memories now you only record what you lack the day dreams the wasted time fills you up with anxiety it feels like you lost your mind like you don't remember me maybe there's a chance to see this through maybe we could help save you
5.
holy ghost 03:05
you sleep with a crucifix on your bedside i speak though i don't know wrong from right i'm keep singing if you don't talk just listen i'll stick around if that's what you want i'm strung out caught up in obligation i fear i'm nowhere near where i wanna be talk myself down until i feel like i'm nothing please stick around and try to calm my anxiety i see your holy ghost drifting away from me i used to be so much and now i'm nothing (i'm holding on to hope but my faith is shaking)
6.
wait 04:08
i used to wait up patiently waiting for a change of pace now i stay up late hoping for nothing floating in space hey wait i thought we could talk i used to spend all my days praying to god knows what that i fall asleep at the wheel i walk a long road on my on but your with me in my mind we used to count the stars now you're there waiting floating in space hey wait i thought we could talk i used to spend all my days praying to god knows what that i fall asleep at the wheel

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i got a better head
started writing this last year, started recording in may
can finally say it's done and i'm proud

dedicated to everyone past and present

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released July 27, 2017

all songs written and produced by Kody Laskowski

album artwork by Marisa Casini

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